Thursday, June 6, 2013

Wild Racing Weekend - Part 2

Ok, so Saturday started off pretty stellar with a great run and AG placement at the 5K, right? Well, then it got even better!

So, after the Fontana Days 5K, I went home and showered and packed and headed down to San Diego for the Rock n' Roll San Diego Half on Sunday. I had to pick up my bib, etc. and I wanted to check out the expo. Although I swore I was not going to buy ANY running gear! Ha!

OH MY GOD, IT'S MEB
I got to the expo around 2 and picked up my bib and shirt:
Then wandered the expo looking for the Sketchers booth. I knew there were 2 special visitors there until 3 and I wanted to see them. I must have walked in circles like 10 times before I found it and got to see RIF #69 Nadia Gonzales who would be running her 99th marathon on Sunday. Then I saw the other person I had hoped to see and got in line. And waited patiently while I thought of what I would say. And then I met him! In person! Oh my god, it's Meb!
Do I look like a total geek or what? But I was super excited to meet him since he is a big inspiration for me. He was really nice and then he signed this for me:

After that, I went over to listen to Deena Kastor.
So very cool to see both of them, especially now that Deena is racing as a Masters now. That is one of the cool things about the Rock n' Roll events...they have some great speakers there.

One not so good thing about them is that there are a LOT of vendors at the expo! I made it past all the skirt and shoe places. Though I must admit, I did stop at a couple. But my wallet was safe in my bag. As I was leaving though, I made the mistake of wandering by the Sprigs booth...and going in. I tried so hard to resist...no, I'm lying...I saw their headbands and fell in love and walked out with not one but TWO headbands! They are reversible though so it's like getting 4 for the price of 2! This is me in my favorite one:
So, my wallet was a little lighter but not too bad. I left the expo and I went to check into my hotel then walked across the street to Old Town San Diego to look around and have dinner...and dessert:
Oops...better run more! Good thing I was running a half the next day! I went back to the hotel and tried to go to sleep but had a hard time. I woke up with the alarm at 4 am and got ready and ate breakfast and then left for the race.

CLANG, CLANG, CLANG WENT THE TROLLEY
In the race instructions and at the expo, they had warned that parking would be a problem for the start of the race. They suggested we stay at a downtown hotel and take a shuttle to the start or take the train or trolley. The hotel I had booked near Old Town was 2 blocks from a trolley station so I decided to take that to the start. I left my hotel a little before 5 to walk over there and saw the first trolley to the start go by. Oops! No problem, there was another one in 15 minutes so I waited with everyone else. At 5:23, the next trolley pulled in...and they didn't open the doors! It was already full so I was out of luck again! That's when I found out that even if I'd made the first trolley it wouldn't have mattered because it was so full they didn't let anyone on then either. Yikes! Now what were we going to do?

A group of us starting looking at the schedule and then calculating how far we were from the start and how to get there. We found out we were 6 miles from the start so getting there on foot didn't seem like an option. We were starting to panic when a trolley pulled into the station from the direction of the start and an announcement was made that they had added a special trolley to get to the start. They opened the doors and we all hopped on and waited. Not long but we were anxious to get going. There were a couple of marathoners on board and they started at 6:15 and it looked slim for them to make it to the start (if you didn't make it by a certain time for the marathon, you had to drop to the half). But finally we were off and we all breathed a sigh of relief.

But by the time we reached our station for the race and knowing it was a long walk to the start, I knew I would not get to see the start of the marathon. And I had another problem. I really, really had to go. I just hoped there would be enough port-a-potties that the lines wouldn't be too long. Ha! What a dreamer I am! I finally made it to the start area and the lines were horrendous. And not really moving. I waited in one for like 5 minutes before I figured I should just head to my corral. I made it into corral 9 at 6:41. The half started at 6:45! Close but I made it! But I'd had no warm up and I still had to go to the restroom. Uh, oh! Not a happy coyote:
But my red Sprigs bandana is pretty sweet, right?

IT'S ALL DOWNHILL FROM THERE
So, the Rock n' Roll San Diego Half Marathon course has more downhill than uphill in it. The last portion is a huge downhill. The weather was great for running and it would have been a great day and course to run a PR. Not to mention there is just so much energy at the Rock n' Roll races you can't help but get pumped up.

We started right on time and the corrals moved up and then it was our turn to go and we were off and running! I felt good for the first couple of miles. I can't say I enjoyed the views along the course but the bands, cheerleaders, and spectators more than made up for it with lots of cheering and encouragement. In mile 3, I realized I would not be able to hold it and would have to make a pit stop. Which was pretty disappointing. I stopped at the port-a-potties just after the mile 3 aid station and got in line. I lost around 6 minutes there and was bummed about it.

But I felt better and the got back to running and laughing at the sight of the big-boobed cheerleader guys, the monkey cheerleaders, the giant hands, the cheer squad dressed as Marilyn, and all the funny signs. Oh, and the beer and tequila "stations" and seeing people actually stop there!

While I thought I might not have a great run, I thought I might have a good run and was trucking along when...BAM! I hit the pavement in mile 10! My sunglasses when flying and the water bottle I was carrying splattered everywhere. Two very nice runners helped me up and another woman helped me find the top to my water bottle. I think I was in a daze. I couldn't believe I had fallen. :( I took assessment and realized that my right ankle hurt a little, my left quad and knee, my left pinky, and my right arm were the most sore but I thought I could still run. And I could. Can you say relieved? Not only because I wanted to finish this race but also because I had the Run Under The Stars 10 Hour Run in a week!

When I ran, I realized I must have also landed with my arm under my body because my stomach and back were sore too. But I ran on. Slower and easier than before but still moving. I wasn't tired but I just wanted it to be over and was grateful it was all downhill from there.

I was so happy when I could see the finish line and tried to run strong thru the end.
I look determined but I don't look happy! ;) Anyway...I got my medal:
Pretty, don't you think. Then I tried to make my way thru the huge crowd to get a little breathing room. I loved that they gave us a wet towel and we also got an ice smoothie from Jamba Juice and chocolate milk. The smoothie totally gave me a brain freeze but it was delicious! I started to get cold and since I hadn't done a drop bag, I decided to just head for the trolley and go back to the hotel. It was too crazy to try and find anyone anyway since we hadn't made plans to meet up. Luckily, the trolley station was across the street from the finish so I was there in no time. I got back to the hotel and showered and then headed home.

On the way home, I stopped at the burger lounge and got a burger, fries, and shake and it was AWESOME.
TWO DOZEN
I can't believe I've already done 2 dozen half marathons. The Rock n' Roll was a fun way to celebrate my 24th half marathon. I wish it had gone better but I would do it again. I would just make sure I got to the start much earlier! And didn't fall.

The weekend started out with a bang and ended with a whimper but I think that's okay. It's better that I didn't tire myself out too much there because I have 10 hours of running to do at RUTs on Saturday night! I hope to get in 40 miles there...while I party with 70 Run It Fast Club members. :)

Thanks for reading! Wish me luck because it's going to be another Wild Racing Weekend!.

And I can't wait.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Wild Racing Weekend - Part 1

I had wanted to sign up for the Fontana Days Half Marathon this past weekend but by the time I got around to it, it was sold out. :( I decided to sign up for the 5K and then do the Rock n' Roll San Diego Half on Sunday instead.

I wasn't really nervous about the double weekend because frankly, I didn't think I had it in me to run a hard 5K right now. My 5K PR is 24:59 and that felt so far off from where I am at. I'm not even really hitting those times in training except during 400s. I had kind of resigned myself to running between 27-30 minutes with it probably being closer to 30 minutes.

I started lecturing myself the night before the 5K though. I told myself to quit whining and go after my goals. I started thinking about what it would take to PR and how fast I would have to run. Instead of telling myself I couldn't do it, I told myself I could.

SUCK IT UP BUTTERCUP
On Saturday morning, I woke up at 4 and got ready to go down to the race. It's only about 10 minutes from me but I needed to pick up my shirt and bib first and then board a bus to the start. I got there after 5 and made my way over to registration. I got my bib and then went over and got my shirt. And we had a bonus pin in our goody bag! My shirt and pin:

Then I hung around while I waited for the bus and drank water and ate a banana.
Someone on Instagram said they could totally tell that was my shadow. Was it the pony tails or the skirt that gave it away? ;)

I was able to get on the first bus and it got us to the start line in plenty of time for a warm up. I ran 2 miles to get my legs nice and warm. I find that my legs don't feel peppy until after they have 2 miles in them and I wanted to start out as peppy as possible. The view was pretty nice up there. I had been hoping for some June Gloom to keep things cool but it was clear as a bell. And warm.

I was nervous before the start because I wanted to do really well and I was afraid I would give up or slow down because it was too hard. So all while I warmed up, I lectured myself over and over again...You can do this. You gotta try. You know you'll be mad at yourself if you don't. You know how to hurt. Embrace the sufferfest. Suck it up buttercup!...and I was ready to run.

SUFFERFEST
Fontana's Mayor said a few words to us about the 100 years celebration and this being the 58th running of the Fontana Days Run and then she sent us off!

I should have gotten closer to the front because I had to do a lot of weaving in the beginning but it eventually thinned out and I was flying. I looked down at my Garmin and it said I was doing a 7:48 pace and thought about slowing it down but it never actually happened. Oops. So the first mile was maybe a little too fast especially with the dodging the walkers slower runners but it was fine.

The second mile, I did slow down a little and go with the planned 8:00 min mile and that one went by in 7:59. Somewhere in the 2nd mile, I think it was, I saw Richard Maya from Instagram and he gave me a huge cheer when he saw me in my Run It Fast shirt and that helped a lot. I was starting to hurt but felt I could keep up the pace for another mile. What's another mile, right?

The third mile was hard. And it hurt. I gotta tell you, I thought briefly about slowing it down and settling for 27 minutes but I knocked that thought right out of my head. I did slow a little though and that mile was 8:10.

Then I saw the finish and I ran my little heart out because I was going to finish as strong as possible! There was lots of encouragement from the crowd and I ran and ran and then I was done! 3.16 miles and 25:08 per my Garmin. 7:36 pace for the last bit! I thought I was gonna puke!

But I didn't. :) I got my medal and then got some water and fruit and laid down in the shade in the grass to cool down. After a little while, I went to cheer at the finish until the times were posted. I was curious to see what my official time was. And then it was posted:
I saw the 25:15 first and was a little disappointed that it wasn't closer to my garmin's time. Or even a little faster. I was wondering if I'd stopped it too soon or started it too late but thought I'd started/stopped it on the right lines. But then I saw the 3 next to my name for my division and I was like "Whaaaat?" Cool! Here's a pic of my medal from the 5K (on the left) and my Age Group medal (on the right):
Woo! I was super excited! :) I wanted to hang out and wait for some of my friends who were doing the half but I had to shower, pack, and drive down to San Diego for Sunday's Rock & Roll Half so I got a pork tamale for breakfast and then headed home:
It was yummy!

GOALS ARE SCARY
So many times in the past 6 months I've set a goal for a race and it hasn't panned out. There have been just 2 races since the DNF at Death Valley that I have been satisfied with my time (Snoopy Coaster Run 10K and the Hollywood Half). I have been afraid to set true goals because I didn't want to be disappointed when I failed. I have not been running races as races but more as fun runs and I've forgotten how to hurt.But this time I was satisfied with how I ran it. I gave it everything I had and while I didn't PR, I think I did pretty well. I was a happy runner girl on Saturday!

Thanks for reading!

Thursday, May 23, 2013

My 45th Birthday Adventure

On Sunday, I turned 45. I was actually kinda sorta looking forward to 45 because it meant a new age group and because my Boston Qualifying time would go up to 3:55…which feels a whole lot more doable than 3:45. :)

Who knew that running would give me a different perspective on getting older! That right there is an awesome gift but I decided that I needed an adventure to celebrate my 45th birthday. I decided to run the Horseshoe Lake Trail Marathon in Palo Alto, CA. It’s one of Coastal Trail Runs races in the Bay Area and I’ve been wanting to do a race in the hills up there. Plus, I knew one other RIFer was doing it and I thought maybe I would get to see RIF #2 Naresh (@iamarunr) while I was there. It would have to be a quick trip though.

THE BIRTHDAY ADVENTURE BEGINS 
On Saturday, I ran my last run as a 44 yr old…

Then I flew to San Jose later that morning and spent the afternoon doing a little sightseeing at the Winchester Mystery House. It’s this wild house that Sarah Winchester built to accommodate the ghosts/spirits of those killed by the Winchester rifle. At one point, the house was 7 stories tall and had over 200 rooms but the 1906 San Francisco earthquake knocked off one of the towers so now it’s only 4 stories with 160 rooms. Not only is the history of how/why the house was built strange, but the architecture and the decorations are pretty wild too with stairs and doors that lead to nowhere, skylights in the floor, secret passages and more. Oh, and it’s filled with spectacular Tiffany windows and doors. Sadly, you aren’t allowed to take pics inside so I could only take pics of the outside.

Here's a shot of the Door To Nowhere.
I did get this kind of spooky one in the museum though… ;)
After that, I drove over to Zombie Runner to pick up my shirt and bib.
Pretty nice of them to put my age in my bib number! Oh, and I bought a new pair of shoes - La Sportiva Helios! My birthday present to myself! :)

Then I checked into my hotel, got some dinner, and went over to Whole Foods for snacks/breakfast. I mostly read for a while and then went to bed fairly early. The race didn’t start until 8 but I had to find my way there first and I wasn't sure how long it would take. So I set my alarm for 5:30 and went to sleep.

On Sunday, I woke up, ate breakfast, got ready, and packed up to leave. It took longer to get to the race site than I expected. Mostly because I had to stop and check my maps/directions a couple of times because I thought I was lost. But I made it! Good thing I'd already picked up my bib! The bad part was that there was no time to hit the port-a-potty and I desperately needed to go.

I had time for my first selfie as a 45 year old...

45 year olds wear pigtails, right? :) And I got to meet RIF #140 Dennis (@dennar)...
(although there was no cell signal up there so I couldn't post them) and then we were off and running!

AND THEN IT GOES SOUTH
The Horseshoe Lake Trail Marathon was gorgeous. Let me say that right off the bat. It was hilly and there was no fog or overcastness like I expected there to be up there. The course was a lot of fun - dirt road and single track and nothing technical. We ran thru redwoods and along the ridge and I kept looking around thinking how lucky I was! Here are some pics of the course:

Pretty amazing, right? I can't think of a better way to spend the day. :)

And it did turn out to be a "day". I think I did a couple of things wrong going into this. First, I didn't carbo load and second, I did a terrible job of hydrating on Saturday. I got so caught up at the Winchester House that I forgot to drink water and I got really thirsty. Lastly, it might not have been the wisest thing to take a 2 hour and 15 min tour where you are wandering around and climbing stairs the day before a trail marathon. ;) But it is what it is. And the result was that on the way back on the first loop, I started crashing (it was a double out and back). Enough that I briefly thought about dropping to the half marathon. But when I hit the turn around, I found myself heading back out.

The out part on the second loop was miserable. I got hot and I had no energy in my legs it took forever. My black RIF shirt was white with salt by the time I got to the aid station at the half way point (there were only aid stations at the start and the end of the out and back). I took some time there to eat (though I didn't want too) and replace electrolytes and the return trip was just as slow but less miserable.

Now, usually when I have a day like this I am beating myself up out there...I am so slow...I don't deserve to be in a club called Run It Fast...I should just stick to half marathons...etc. But while it wasn't the most fun I've had in a race, I can't say it was bad. I was in a good place mentally and really just enjoying the views and how beautiful it was. The only thing that nagged me was that I'd told friends and family I would probably be done by a certain time and I was going to miss that by 90 minutes and I couldn't tell them because I had no service. But I tried not to think about that and just kept moving.

My only saving grace in this was that I didn't have a cut off that I had to worry about so that took some of the pressure off. I finally finished and got my medal:

Then I headed back to the car to head down the mountain. But I'd forgotten my drop bag! D'oh! I had decided to wear my new shoes for this but since it was an out and back, I put my Hokas in a drop bag at the start. I'd also put my fave pair of sunglasses in there (which I'd forgotten to put on before the race). I honestly considered leaving the Hokas I was that tired and ready to leave but remembered my sunglasses in there so went back!

But finally...finally, I drove down the mountain.

BUT TURNS INTO ONE OF THE BEST BIRTHDAYS EVER
As soon as I got signal, my phone started making all kinds of noises...notifications about missed calls, voice mails, messages, and emails. Tons of them. It made me smile to think of all the love from my family and friends. :) For once, my family was pretty patient and just let me know they wished me a happy birthday and to call when I could.

The texts that made me smile were the ones from Josh (@bayou) and Naresh. I mean, you take one trip to the ER because of heat exhaustion and suddenly they worry about you dying! ;) I guess they were trying to reach me and anyone they knew who had been there. I think they were about to call the RD to make sure I was alive when I finally got a hold of them! Ha! But it sure did make me feel loved. :) I pulled over to clean up a little and texted my family that I was done and would call them later. Then I called Naresh and texted Josh so they would know I was alive and the two old worry warts could stop worrying about me. Then I made plans to meet Naresh for dinner. Yay! I haven't seen him since the Jackson Jackass in February 2012. It felt like forever!

So we had dinner together and caught up...
And he brought me a fabulous cake and had them sing to me!
And then we hung out at Starbucks until I had to leave for my plane.

AND THAT'S HOW YOU CELEBRATE A BIRTHDAY
I was sad to see my adventure end but it was a good 2 days:
  • I had a quick weekend getaway to the Bay Area.
  • I got to visit a strange and mysterious mansion (totally right up my alley)!
  • Got new trail shoes that I love!
  • Ran some stunning trails and finished my 12th marathon!
  • Had dinner with Naresh!
  • Who bought me a delicious, chocolate cake.
  • I got to meet a cool RIFer (Dennis who finished his first 50K).
  • And got some heartwarming affirmation that I am blessed to have such good, supportive, and caring friends.
Pretty darn good birthday weekend, wouldn't you say?

Yeah, 45 is going to be a good year...

Thanks for reading!

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Hollywood Half Marathon Recap

On Saturday, I ran my 22nd half marathon - the Hollywood Half Marathon. It was our chance to "run with the stars". :)

Because the race started so early on Saturday and there was no bib pickup before the race, we had to go to the race expo on Thursday or Friday. I went with my friend Heather to the expo on Thursday. It was small, but fun and we got a chance to rub elbows with the stars"
I was a little worried Johnny would melt when he saw how hot we were but he survived. :) The car in the bottom half of the pic is from the movie Kick-Ass and was the race pace car. I made it out of the expo with my wallet intact and got my shirt and bib. My bib:
Apparently, I was going to be one of the stars. :)

PRE-RACE
Because the race started so early on Saturday, I went to bed early on Friday and set 2 alarms for 2:30. I was a little worried that I would sleep thru the alarms but I didn't. I ate my usual pre-race breakfast: a bagel, banana, and orange juice and got ready.

I left my apartment at 3:40 and drove over to Josh's (@bayou) to pick him up. We found parking pretty easily and then headed to the start. While we were making our way over to the start, I saw Heather so we stopped to talk for a bit. We left her to find the port-a-potties and surprisingly, there weren't any lines. We found Heather again after and then left to find some of the Run It Fast Club members. We found RIF #244 Susan and her husband Kevin and took a quick pic before we headed to our corrals:

THE RACE
There was a a 5K, a 10K, and the half going on and they all started together. The race started promptly at 6 and the corrals moved thru pretty quickly. It was a tiny bit crowded at the start but not bad at all. I thought the crowd might force me to take it easy but nope, I went out pretty fast. Oops. :)

The crowd got even thinner as we lost the 5Kers at their turnaround and then the 10Kers at their turnaround. It was fun because we got to see the fast people for both. Usually, they start later so you never see them. What was really cool was seeing that a woman was in first overall in the 5K. She was flying! Women rock! (She did win the whole thing too. Her name is Joy and she's 37! - so cool). When I saw the fast 10K people, I started looking for Josh who was doing the 10K. I saw about a handful or so of runners and then there was Josh! He was flying too and I knew he was going to place really well.

Until we split with the 10Kers, we'd had a slight downhill most of the way. It meant my times were faster than expected. I'd hoped to finish around 2:15-2:20 and my times for the first 4 miles would have put me around 2:10 if I kept them up. I didn't look at the course map though and didn't realize we had some hills on the course. A couple of steep sections too. So I did slow down a little after mile 5.

My energy was pretty good until around mile 9 and then I felt my energy drop big time so I ended up taking Gatorade at 2 of the aid stations. I had thought about grabbing a gel earlier because I realized I'd left my Honeystinger waffle in the car but knew eating a gel was just a disaster waiting to happen. I thought Gatorade would be the lesser of 2 evils and I kicked myself for only carrying water and not GuBrew. But it wasn't too bad of a bonk.

I had my phone with me but didn't take any pictures of the "stars". They had told us in the race email that if we saw a "star" on the course, to not stop them and ask for autographs. I don't know if any famous people were there but I did see some fun costumes. There had to be at least a dozen Marilyns and the Lucys were awesome.

What was even more fun was getting to see some friends from Instagram on the course. I got to "meet" Tony and then I ran with Ian for a while. Seeing both of them gave me a little extra pep. :)

I looked at my watch and saw that it was going to be close to 2:20 when I finished. And then I saw that I was ahead of the course by 2/10ths of a mile. Oops. Did a bad job of running the tangents...again. So I got my rear and gear and started running hard to the finish. Just before the last turn to the finish, I heard Josh call my name and seeing him was a great boost. Then I turned the corner and there was the finish. I crossed the line with Marilyn Monroe! Only sucky part was she got all the glory. What a scene stealer! Sheesh! ;)

Per my garmin, I did 13:31 miles in 2:20:02. And that was my official time too. I made my goal. :) And I got my shiny, sparkly medal. :)
POST RACE
Once I made my way thru the finish area, I went and found Josh. We found Susan and Kevin again and then Heather and got to visit for a while which was fun. Then we made our way back to the car with one little stop at Crumbs Bake Shop for a sweet post-race treat:
A peanut butter cup cupcake is the perfect way to celebrate a race! Thank you for my cupcake Josh!

Just a couple of things...I didn't carbo load or taper for this and I have the Griffith Park Trail Marathon this coming Saturday so didn't want to leave everything out there. I think I ran it smart and I'm happy with the way I ran this race. I'm learning to suffer again and run hard. Racing is finally fun again. :) Woo!

Friday, March 29, 2013

TGIRWF And The Snoopy Coaster Run 10K

I'm racing tomorrow! I'm doing the 15 Miler in the Chino Hills Trail Run series here in So Cal. It should be a fun, low-key event. I've been wanting to check out the trail there and haven't gotten around to it so this will be my first time running there. I can't wait to see what it's like. Would be fun to have another trail option near me.

Today is actually the first of 3 TGIRWFs in a row. Thank God It's Race Weekend Friday...in case you were wondering. Next Saturday, I have the Hollywood Half Marathon and then the weekend after that I have the Griffith Park Trail Marathon. For a girl who's not supposed to be racing much, I sure have been racing a lot! Which you probably don't know since I didn't do a really great job of keeping this blog up for a couple months. Sorry bout that.

I just wasn't in the mood to write anything for a while. It was all doom and gloom and who wants to read that? Not me. So I'm sure not you.

Things started looking up when I did the Snoopy Coaster Run 10K at the beginning of March. I love, love, love Snoopy. Have I mentioned I have a tat of Snoopy dancing on my ankle? And that it was my nickname growing up? So I was excited to do the run but also pretty nervous. I really, really wanted to race it (something I haven't done since last September) but I was also scared to see how slow I got.

BUT...

I decided I wanted to hire a coach to help me get faster and I knew that I would need to know where I was at.

So I ran hard.

I did pretty well. It wasn't the fastest course since it was twisty turny thru the park. And during mile 2 I was thisclose to stopping to use the bathroom. But luckily my stomach settled down after that mile :and I could keep running hard. I did lose some time there though. :( Anyway, I finished it in 57:28 which is only 2 min and 33 seconds slower than my PR. Not too bad considering I haven't done any speed training, eh? I was expecting it to be about 5-7 minutes slower. I was 17th out of 120 in my age group and I was a happy coyote. :) Plus the medal was CUTE!

And we got a slice of their famous, and exceedingly delicious, Boysenberry Pie after!

Best piece of pie I ever had! It might have lasted 5 seconds. :)

So that race was a turning point for me. Where before I'd felt hopeless and felt like I was going nowhere with my running, I suddenly had hope and felt a lot like my old self. I hired Justin Gillette, one of the Run It Fast members, to coach me to a BQ. Although that's not my ultimate goal, it's a good one to reach toward for now. I went with Justin because I wanted to utilize the resources available to me thru Run It Fast and I have seen his work with some of the other Run It Fast Club members. Also, his philosophy with racing and my run streak (which is on day 171!) mesh with mine. In that he's for both! :) We start on April 1st. I've already seen the workouts I'm going to be doing and I'm excited to get to work. :)

I signed up for tomorrow's race so I could get one last fun run in before the coaching starts. I'm not going to race tomorrow hard. I think. But if I feel good, I may go for it. You never know. ;) I feel like a fire has been lit. Yeah, baby!

Happy Easter! And have a great weekend.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Bataan Memorial Death March

"We're the battling bastards of Bataan;
No mama, no papa, no Uncle Sam.
No aunts, no uncles, no cousins, no nieces,
No pills, no planes, no artillery pieces.
And nobody gives a damn.
Nobody gives a damn."

by Frank Hewlett  1942

This weekend, I ran my 10th marathon at the Bataan Memorial Death March in White Sands, New Mexico! It was a fun, emotional, beautiful weekend and I had a blast.

I first learned of the Bataan when my friend Toni ran it in 2010. She'd run it in honor of her grandfather who was a survivor of the march in WWII. I put it on my to-do list because it sounded incredible. Then last summer, I met Cliff at the ET 51K and while we were running thru the night, we talked about races he'd run and Bataan came up. He had run it four times and confirmed Toni's experience there. He told me I should run it sooner rather than later because the best part was meeting the survivors. I decided that this year would be the year!

SATURDAY
I flew out on Saturday morning and went thru Phoenix to El Paso. From El Paso, I drove to the White Sands Missile Range. Cliff had told me that it might take a while to get thru registration and I should get it done ASAP so I could make sure and attend the other events. I got to the base a little after one and luckily remembered to bring my pass to get on base! It was my first time on a base and the curious coyote in me was excited to see what it was like. I guess I didn't look like trouble because they let me in. ;)

Cliff and a few of his friends were already on base so I met up with them and they helped guide me thru registration. During registration, we got our bibs, chip, shirts, dog tag, and certificate.

It didn't take that long and when I was finished, we all met up in one of the food places and talked for a while. Cliff was asking me about my running and I told him about hiring Justin, one of the Run It Fast Club members to be my coach. I mentioned that he was from Indiana and he said Kathy was from there too. She said she knew who he was because he was her friend Alicia's coach as well. Alicia is an RIF club member too. Small world, huh?

A little before two, we headed over to the auditorium for the Bataan Historical Seminar. The presentation gave us a brief overview of the struggles, hardships, and torture that the soldiers endured during the march and their captivity. What they went thru during the march is the stuff of nightmares and so heartbreaking. If you don't know the history, you can look it up here. After the presentation, they introduced the survivors that were there this year to HUGE rounds of applause. They looked so fragile but stood so proudly. Then before it was over, they played God Bless America which was their favorite song while they were captive and the whole auditorium sang along. It gave me goose bumps. Then the presentation was over and the survivors walked out first with everyone standing for them and clapping as they want by.

Next, we went over to another hall where the survivors each had a room to give a little talk about their experience and then do a Q&A. The first survivor we listened to was Harold A. Bergbower. The first thing he did was thank us for coming to the march! Can you believe it? We were the ones who were honored with their presence but he was so moved that we were there to honor and remember them. I can't even begin to describe how amazing it was to listen to his stories from that time. He sugar coated it but told us enough that we could get an idea of how rough it was...the starvation, the beatings, the hard labor, and the fear that you could die at the whim of the guards. He told us about the time he'd been so sick and weak that he collapsed and they thought he was dead. They actually tagged him and sent him to the morgue...but he said he was too stubborn to die and woke up and walked out! But the Army still had him as deceased and notified his family that he was gone. They didn't know he was still alive until after they were released from the prison camps when the war was over and he sent them a telegram! Can you imagine how shocked his family must have been and how happy? Then he told us about another time where some of the POWs had escaped the camp. The Japanese had said that for every POW that escaped, they would shoot 9 or 10 remaining POWs as a deterrent  Well, 10 POWs escaped and he was rounded up with about 100 others to be shot but at the last minute they decided they needed them to work instead and they were spared.

Someone asked him how he endured, what was it that made him go on and not give up and he said he never lost hope that they would be rescued. That he believed he would survive and that you had to have something to believe in. He weighed less than 100 lbs when they were released from the prison camp after the war but he had survived. He ended up making the military his career and even went back to Japan during his service. He married and had a family and we got to meet his daughter too. He is 95 years old.

The second survivor we heard was John Leroy Mims, 91 years old. He enlisted at the age of 16 and then was kicked out because he was too young. But he re-enlisted and ended up going to the Philippines. He talked about how he was separated from his troop and ended up with some Rangers from the Philippines before they were eventually captured. He told us about the time one of the Japanese guards dropped a coke bottle and he picked it up for him and the guard hit him across the face with it for disrespecting him. He told us more about enduring the walk without water and what it was like in the camps. He told us about the horrific boat ride the prisoners endured when they were sent to Japan and what it was like when the bombs dropped. He told us about how he'd learned Japanese and heard the guards talking about how they were going to kill the POWs after the war was over so they wouldn't talk. But they confronted the guards and the guards decided not to shoot them.

It wasn't all bad memories for them though and they shared some of the laughs and smiles from that time as well. It made me wish I'd asked my grandfather more about his time in the Army during WWII. But he, like my dad for Vietnam, never seemed to want to talk about it. I got the same feeling from listening to the survivors, that they didn't want to share the horror of what they'd seen and experienced during the war. I am so glad they shared their stories with us.

After the meet & greets we headed over to the pasta dinner and Cliff's sister and her husband Jeff (who I'd met at JJ100) joined us. Dinner was pretty good and Jeff and I split the desserts so we could try the different cakes. :) There was a movie at 7 but Cliff suggested that we go back to the hotels because we'd have a very early start. I still had to go to the store and check in so I agreed.

I got my stuff ready for the next day and set my alarm for 2:30 and went to bed about 9:30. It was going to be a VERY early morning!

SUNDAY PRE-RACE
I ended up waking up before my alarm around 2. I ate and got ready and drove over to Cliff's hotel to hitch a ride. We were carpooling so we would be 2 less cars getting on base. We left at 4 and got to the base about 4:30. The line wasn't too long to get on base and it went quickly. They wanted everyone to be there by 4:30 so all the cars and runners could get thru the checkpoint before the race started. Once on base, they directed us to the parking and we headed over to the race start. It was a little windy but not too cold. We got into the civilian corral and sat down to wait.

The waiting area was on the base's soccer field and we were set up in corrals according to our races/divisions. The first corral was for the Wounded Warriors and then the next was for the Military. We, the civilians, were after them, and the last corral was for the Honorary which was the half (actually 14ish miles). All around us were people with packs (for those doing it "heavy" and carrying a 35 lb pack). Cliff was doing it heavy again. He's done it heavy every year! Those running in the military division were in full combat gear. The waiting area was pretty relaxed and felt more like the start of a trail race than a big marathon.

The opening ceremonies started at 6:30 and it was very cool. You could hear a pin drop when the soldiers stood at attention and the rest of us went silent. Over 6000 people and no one spoke a word. The national anthem was sung by a local high school choir and it was beautiful. They introduced the survivors and then they did a roll call, first calling the names of the survivors and then some of the names of those who did not come back and all you could hear was the echo of their names. Then they played Taps and I teared up for the millionth time that weekend. It always gets to me but even more so that morning.

The race started at 7 and the Wounded Warriors marched out first. Then the military marched out and then it was our turn. We made it to the start line about 7:30. Before you crossed the start line, you got to shake the hands of some of the survivors. And again they were thanking ME for coming to remember them. It made me want to cry. I shook their hands and thanked them and their families and then I was at the start line and my march had begun.

THE MARCH 
Since so many started out before us and many of them were marching and not running, it was crowded at the beginning. I wasn't in any hurry though so I took my time and weaved in and out as openings appeared. Running by the missile garden was cool and I was checking out the base anyway. After a little bit, we were on dirt and it started to thin out. It was flat or downhill for about the first 8 miles and the morning was cool. The sky was clear and blue as can be. :) It was a good day for running.

This is in the first few miles looking back at the base:

After mile 8, we were back on road and heading up, and up...and up. It wasn't steep though. I had been stopping to take pictures and having little conversations with those around me so the time went by quickly. There were no spectators on the course but the aid stations were awesome and very enthusiastic. My stomach was not feeling great so I stopped to use the port-a-potty at one of the aid stations. They definitely had plenty of those on the course! They also had a mister on the course that we went thru twice and it felt wonderful. Later, I had oranges at various aid stations and they tasted so good. The support for the race was awesome!

This is looking back on the climb up on the road portion:

According to the elev chart, we would be climbing for about 5 miles. The last couple miles were on dirt and much of it was sandy. Oh, and now the wind was stronger and a head wind but it was cool and felt great. I actually missed it when we eventually hit the turn around. There was no reason to complain anyway. The views were amazing and there was no where else I'd rather be. Besides, if I did start feeling crummy all I had to do was look around me at those carrying 35 lb packs or who were doing it with artificial legs. Yeah, I was one of the lucky ones out there. I remember one girl (civilian) who asked me if we were having fun and I said yes, it's an adventure!

This is looking back during the dirt portion of the climb:

When we got to the top and headed down, it was a fun downhill. We went thru areas with old settlement houses and mines and there was a lot to see. This is the aid station on the way down after hitting the top. As you can see, they had a lot of support! This aid station was selling hamburgers and they smelled so good but the best part was the ice water and iced oranges at the aid stations:

Here's a few more pics from the second part of the run:



I stopped at the aid station around mile 18.5 and asked for sunscreen and took a moment to re-apply it. I was doing a good job of keeping up with my salt pills so I felt pretty good. The miles went by and then it was 5ish to go and we hit the Sand Pit. Now, there'd been sand on most of the dirt parts but this was worse. It made for a good challenge and my calves got a great workout. The wind picked up and we also had blowing sand. It felt like a real desert march! The Sand Pit:

Then it was over. The was a huge cheer going on for the finishers and when I crossed the line, there were more survivors to greet us and congratulate us. Once again, they thanked me for coming when it should have been the other way around.

I heard Cliff call my name and met up with the others. When I felt like I could eat, I went to get some food. They served us a free meal after and I chose a pulled pork sandwich, chips, and a rice krispie treat. I ate and we watched the awards ceremony and then went to watch and cheer the finishers as we waited for Cliff's friend Bill to finish.

An ROTC team, doing it heavy, about to finish:

After Bill came in, we went and got him some food and headed back to the car. We left the base at 4, almost 12 hours after we'd arrived! It was a long, full, fun day.

RANDOM WEEKEND THOUGHTS

  • 95 year old Ben Skardon, a Batann Death March survivor, and his Ben's Brigade marched 8.5 miles of the course...amazing!
  • One soldier told me he liked my style. I must have been a little tired...or I'm a runner...because at first I thought he meant the way I run but then I figured out he meant what I was wearing (red bandanna and calf sleeves, white RIF shirt, and a blue skirt). :)
  • Teams had to finish within 20 seconds of each other and it was fun to listen to them encourage and support each other on the course.
  • 47 states and 5 countries were represented. Seeing the military teams from other countries was very cool.
  • There were a lot of kids in the march, most of them marching with their families and it was fun to see them as well.
  • Amazing Grace played on the bagpipes is beautiful!
  • All weekend, and especially on Monday when I was wearing my race shirt while I did a little sight seeing, people stopped me to ask if I'd run and how it went. They also thanked me for supporting the march. So many times you go to a big marathon and you feel invisible because it's so corporate and so big. But this race was filled with warmth and good feelings. Really incredible.
  • Being around the military is always fun. They are so polite! One group from Kansas State gave me their unit's coin just for taking a few pictures for them. :) This is my nephew's favorite team so I'll be giving him the coin. Isn't it funny that of all the colleges there, Max's favorite would be the one to give me a coin?


And by the way...I saw over 6000 people this weekend who DO give a damn and I am so happy I was one of them.

So that's my recap! I hope you enjoyed it and it gives you a little nudge to experience this yourself! If you do, you can check out their website here:
http://www.bataanmarch.com/

One last pic of the Bataan Death March Memorial Statue:
I will not forget!